Robbie Becker

The ongoing joys and struggles of seeking to live a life worthy of the calling I've received in Christ

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Colombia Story (Email 1 of 3)

I sent this email out on Monday, March 11th to our friends and family.  I was encouraged by several people to blog this email and the following ones.  I hope you enjoy reading about what's happened in our lives over the past month.




As you probably well know, Lauren and I have been trying to figure out what we'll be doing in September for quite a while now.  My 2 year commitment at LeaderTreks ends in August and we need to make a decision very soon regarding whether or not we'll stay here for another year.  We've been praying and seeking guidance from lots of people, filling out applications for several different International Christian Schools and looking for jobs in the Wheaton area as well.  

Last week however, we received an email from the father of one of the girls that used to work at LeaderTreks with me.  He is the principal at El Camino Academy (ECA) in Bogota, Colombia.  We Skyped with them on Saturday and they really want us to come work there.  He would like me to fill the role of chaplain at the school, which is actually a position that they've been wanting to create for a while, but they just haven't had the right person to fill it.  This role would involve discipleship, teaching, leadership development and the implementation of a new discipleship program that I would create.  He has a vision for the teachers to all disciple one student and for the high school students to disciple middle school students, and for it to be an environment where real discipleship and growth takes place.  It sounds like the faculty and staff at this school are dreamers, which Lauren and I really love.  We don't ever want to stop dreaming about how God can use us!  This opportunity is something that has us very excited!  We would love to do this!  

They have invited Lauren and I (and Annie and Lincoln) to come down to visit at the beginning of April.  I would be teaching at a Middle School retreat for 2 days (3 sessions) and we would also have a few days to check out some places where most of the teachers live, look for possible housing, and just get a feel for what it would be like to live there.  

We have not made a decision yet about whether or not we will go in April, but it makes sense to take a "vision trip" to check things out and seek out confirmation from the Lord during our time there.  We need to make our decision and let them know about the April trip by this Friday (the 15th).  One huge obstacle is the cost.  The school can't pay for us to come down and flights are around $800/ticket, plus we would need to get Passports for Lauren and the kids (which we know we could get in 14 days or less).  The total cost would be a little over $2000.  

As we've been praying about this trip and seeking the Lord's will in the matter, I've had my doubts about whether or not we should go.  It seems like a lot of money to spend, just to go for a few days.  On the other hand, it would be extremely helpful for us to be able to do this.  Then, this morning I was reading in 2 Kings 4:1-7.  A woman loses her husband and the creditor is coming to take her 2 children to be his slaves.  She has nothing in her home but a jar of oil.  She brings the problem before Elisha and he instructs the woman to go to all her neighbors and borrow empty vessels from them.  She then begins to take the jar of oil that she has and fill all the empty vessels - a miracle from the Lord.  She was then able to sell the oil, pay off her debts and live with her children on the rest.  As I was thinking about this woman, going door to door and asking all her neighbors for these empty vessels, I wondered what the neighbors were thinking as they gave or lent these vessels to her.  I wonder because I often wonder what people think of me when I come before them with a need, asking them to help meet that need.  We don't know what her neighbors thought, but regardless, she had the faith to go and ask.  I feel that God is asking us to do a similar thing.    

While Lauren and I aren't worried about our children getting taken into slavery, we do have a need that I feel God wants us to bring before our neighbors, friends and family.  Many of you are monthly supporters of us already, and for that, we are so thankful!  We have tried to be faithful stewards of those gifts that have met our monthly needs to this day.  Our request now is that you would help us get to Colombia in April, so that we can see the place where (we hope) we will be serving for the next several years.  Would you be willing to give a special gift for this?  If so, you can make checks payable to LeaderTreks (for tax deduction purposes) or you could make them out to one (or both) of us.

Again, we need to give a response by Friday afternoon regarding whether or not we will come.  We will evaluate our financial situation Friday after the mail comes.  Thank you so much for your prayers and gifts ahead of time.  Lauren and I are so thankful for you all.  

For Him,
              
Robbie (and Lauren)

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Love God With All Your Heart

So here's what I want to do with this.  Psalm 1 talks about the blessed man, that:
"His delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night."  
That word "meditates" (according to the ESV Study Bible), describes "an active pondering, perhaps even muttering to oneself in pursuit of insight."  So I want to actively ponder the 2 commands on which the entire law hangs, and specifically, today, what it means to, "Love the Lord your God with all your heart."

Now, the heart is a hollow muscle that pumps blood throughout the blood vessels by repeated, rhythmic contractions.  The heart is what keeps us alive.
As long as the heart is pumping, there is life.  
So to love the Lord your God with all your heart, means to love him with the very thing that keeps me alive.  And as I think about the muscle that keeps me alive, I think of how God is in fact, the one who sustains my life, the one who knows the number of my days, the one who formed my heart and gave me life and the one who will one day cause my heart to stop beating.  So to love God with my actual physical heart, is to remember that God is the giver and taker of life.  But there is more to this.
What does the rest of the Bible say about our heart?
In 1 Samuel 16:7, Samuel is getting ready to anoint the new king of Israel.  He's with this family and there are several young men who look the part, but one in particular.  His name was Eliab.  Samuel sees these young men, but when he looked at Eliab, Samuel thought, "Surely the Lord's anointed is before him."  Eliab was the oldest, and probably the biggest and the most mature looking of the bunch.  If a king had to be picked from this group, Samuel figured:
It would be this guy for sure.  
But God had a very interesting word for Samuel at that moment.  God told Samuel, "Do not look on his appearance or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him."  Why?  Why reject a guy that totally looked the part?  Here's why:
"For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart."  
Huh.  The heart.  His hollow muscle didn't pump blood rhythmically enough?
Did Eliab just have really high cholesterol?
What was it about Eliab's heart that God didn't like?  I'll come back to that.

Let's take a quick look at some other verses and see what we can learn about the heart.  These are just a selected few.  If you don't want to read all these, you can just skip to the bottom where I summarize:

Psalm 37:4 - "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 119:11 - "I have stored up your word in my heart, that I might not sin against you."
Proverbs 27:19 - "As in water face reflects face, so the heart of man reflects the man."
Isaiah 57:15 - "For thus says the One who is high and lifted up, who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: 'I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly, and to revive the heart of the contrite."
Jeremiah 17:9-10 - "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it? 'I the Lord search the heart and test the mind, to give every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his deeds.'"
Ezekiel 36:26 - God says, "And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you.  And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a new heart of flesh."
Matthew 5:8 - "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."
Acts 2:37 - Now when they heard this (the gospel) they were cut to the heart, and said to Peter and the rest of the apostles, "Brothers, what shall we do?"
 1 Corinthians 4:5 - Therefore do not pronounce judgment before the time, before the Lord comes, who will bring to light the things now hidden in darkness and will disclose the purposes of the heart.  Then each one will receive his commendation from God.
Revelation 2:23 - "And all the churches will know that I am he who searches mind and heart, and I will give to each of you according to your works."

So, back to Eliab and to wrap all this up.  Eliab was rejected because he didn't have the heart that God wanted.  He didn't love the Lord his God with his life.  There were other things more important in life than God for Eliab.  His confidence and identity were not in God.  How do I know this?  Because of 2 other passages.  The first is 1 Samuel 13:13-14.  Saul was king of Israel and he did not keep the command of God.  So Samuel comes up to him and says to Saul,
"You have done foolishly.  You have not kept the command of the Lord your God, with which he commanded you.  For then the Lord would have established your kingdom over Israel forever.  But now your kingdom shall not continue.  The Lord has sought out a man after his own heart, and the Lord has commanded him to be prince over his people, because you have not kept what the Lord commanded you."  
The Lord rejects Saul for the same reason he rejects Eliab.  He wants a man after His own heart and that wasn't Eliab!  Look at Psalm 119:11 above.  A man after God's own heart strongly desires not to sin against God, and so he stores up the word of God in his heart.  Sin is a big deal to God.  And sin begins in the heart.
One more passage.  Right before the battle of David and Goliath.  David comes to the battle line and hears Goliath taunt and defy Israel.  David asks what will be done for the man who kills Goliath.  This is where we pick up:  
"Now Eliab [David's] eldest brother heard when [David] spoke to the men.  And Eliab's anger was kindled against David, and he said, 'Why have you come down?  And with whom have you left those few sheep in the wilderness?  I know your presumption and the evil of your heart, for you have come down to see the battle.'" 
Eliab was a chump.  He lacked courage and conviction.  He accused the heart of his little brother, who was a man after God's own heart.  David loved the Lord his God with all his heart.  Saul and Eliab did not.  
So what does it mean to love the Lord your God with all your heart?   
It means that we need to delight ourselves in God, memorize His Word and remain pure.  The thing that keeps us physically alive is our heart, sustained by God.  The things that keeps us spiritually alive is our relationship with the one who gave us life...God.  So to love God with all your heart means to center your life on Him, place your confidence in Him, find your courage in Him, and know that He is in fact, your Lord, and your God.  He gives the orders in your life, and you follow those orders, no matter the cost.  Loving God with all your heart means that your life on this earth is totally His, and that you will do whatever He asks of you.  You delight in Him, and so it brings you great pleasure to do whatever he asks.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart.  

Monday, March 4, 2013

Jesus, the Scribe, and Our Frustrated Exhaustion

Have you ever been at that place in life where you feel tired, discouraged, uncertain of what the future holds, struggling to go forward with joy, mercy and love as your characterizing attributes?
I've been there
What I notice about those moments or seasons of life, is that there's always a reason.  I can try and re-charge my batteries in numerous ways.

As an introvert, I think that I just need some time alone to get that zeal for life back.
As an athlete, I think that I just need to exercise a little bit to get my energy up.
As a music lover, I  think that I need to play my guitar to get the creative juices flowing.
As a husband, I think that I need to spend some quality time alone with my wife.
As a father, I think that I need to spend some quality time with my kids to have fun just being silly.
On and on it goes...
But what I always tend to forget is that none of those things are my most important identity.  None of those things are the reason I was created.  None of those things will truly help unless I am seeking one thing in the midst of them.  
...
There's this passage in the Bible that is really fascinating.  Jesus is in the midst of these religious elitists (the Sadducees), speaking truth and making them look silly for holding the beliefs which they held.
Funny how Jesus never apologized for speaking offensive truth
As he's talking with these guys, a scholar or expert in the law (a scribe) overhears Jesus' conversation with them.  He hears how Jesus responds to them, and sees that Jesus "answered them well."  
He's come to this moment prepared with 1 question
Perhaps he wanted to see just how solid Jesus was. 
Maybe he wanted to show people that Jesus didn't know what he was talking about.
Maybe he had seen the attention that Jesus was getting and wanted to come flaunt his intellectual superiority. 
Nobody knows why
We don't know why this scholar did what he did, but he asks Jesus a question that, had this happened in today's age, would have been posted all over Facebook, tweeted and re-tweeted, been on the news, etc.  This was a BIG DEAL!  This guy stands toe to toe with Jesus, and asks him, 
"Which commandment is the most important of all?" 
I picture the surrounding area to come to a halt.  People stopped their side conversations.  Children that had been playing were immediately hushed.  Whatever had been going on that seemed important before, suddenly didn't seem important at all.  Everyone knew that the words which were about to be spoken would be worth telling and re-telling.  "The most important commandment of all?"  "Is he allowed to ask that?"  Is he allowed to answer that?"  "Is there a right answer?"
Jesus didn't hesitate
Speaking with confidence that made onlookers wonder if Jesus had written the commandments in the first place, Jesus answered with these words: 
"The most important is, 'Hear O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one.  And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.' The second is this: You shall love your neighbor as yourself.'  There is no other commandment greater than these."

Wow

It sounds pretty straight forward right?  But what in the world does it mean to love God with your heart and with your soul?  What's the difference between our heart and soul?  And how do you love God with your mind and strength?  And what does he mean by ALL of these things?  He doesn't literally mean ALL does he?  This is just allegorical teaching right?  Oh, and how did the scribe respond?  Here's how:

"You are right, Teacher.  You have truly said that he is one, and there is no other besides him.  And to love him with all the heart and with all the understanding and with all the strength, and to love one's neighbor as oneself, is much more than all whole burnt offerings and sacrifices."

The scribe approves of Jesus' answer.  And from the outside perspective, it seems as though the scribe has the upper hand.  He approved of Jesus' answer.  Like Jesus is the young pup and the scribe is the old dog.  There's this sense that the scribe is somehow trying to keep the upper hand.  But Jesus is the King.  Jesus is the Lord.  Jesus is God.
Jesus has the final word
Jesus sees that the scribe answered wisely and said to him,
"You are not far from the kingdom of God."
Jesus clearly saw some potential in this guy.  But then the writer of this story adds this little sentence at the end.  A little note to let all us readers in on what the feel in the room was, what resulted from this conversation, how people saw Jesus differently.  I love this little sentence.  We see the confidence and authority with which Jesus spoke in these words recorded by the narrator:
And after that no one dared to ask him any more questions.
The thought of challenging Jesus on any matter terrified everyone.  Jesus had ultimate authority, ultimate confidence, ultimate knowledge.  He even knew where people stood spiritually.  It was as if he knew the hearts, souls, minds and strength of people just by looking at them.  Wow.
Jesus was more than just a great teacher
...
So to tie this back into the exhausting, frustrating, discouraging moments of life, I wonder if this has anything to do with that?  Is Jesus telling us, loud and clear, what's lacking in our lives during those moments or seasons?  Is Jesus explaining why our efforts to refresh ourselves without him have been in vain? 
I think he is
In the following days, I'm going to dive into the 2 greatest commandments that Jesus mentions.  I want to find out what Jesus means when he tells us to love in this way.  I think there's a lot there that we're missing.  

I hope you take the ride with me and dive into these words of God with great expectation.  




Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Obama wins: how God encouraged my bitter heart



11:30 PM on November 6th - Checked the polls one last time before going to bed.  Obama will have officially won when I wake up in the morning.  How could this happen?

7:00 AM on November 7th - Sitting down to read God's Word.  "Lord, I need a word from you this morning.  I'm discouraged.  I'm bitter.  I'm angry.  I have very little joy.  Why did you ordain this?  What is your purpose in causing this to happen?  Please Father, I need to hear your voice.  Show me how I ought to respond and live today."

I've been going through Colossians.  I open to where I left off yesterday and begin in chapter 3.

"If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God.  Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth.  For you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God.  When Christ who is your life appears, then you also will appear with him in glory."
Colossians 3:1-4

"Thank you Lord.  I needed that.  Thank you for planning this moment with you this morning.  I never get tired of moments like these.  Please help me to focus my mind on things that are above today.  Thank you that you are victorious and that you're not worried about or surprised by the things that happen on earth.  Thank you that your people will appear with Christ in glory when he appears.  What a day that will be!  I can't help but wonder how many other intimate moments you've had with your children across this nation today already.  Your Word is living and active.  Your Spirit is at work in our lives.  You have not forgotten or abandoned your children.  You give joy in the midst of bitter disappointment and peace in the midst of total confusion.  I have so much to praise you for and nothing worth complaining about.  Thank you Father.  You are so good!"

Your heart might need encouragement today.  Mine did.  Even after this morning, I found myself sitting at my desk, with little joy in my heart.  A word from Martyn Lloyd-Jones came to mind, and I immediately looked it up.  I watched it.  Twice.  It convicted and helped my heart.  I'd encourage you to watch this very short video below.  Another mini-sermon.  I pray that we will not go on joylessly today. 

 
 

       

 

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Unexpected Blessings and the Rabbit Trail of Thoughts that Followed

On Sunday, October 28th at about 12:15, we found our seats.  Not at church.  Not at a meeting.  No.

We were at Soldier Field watching the Chicago Bears take on the Carolina Panthers.  And we were only 16 rows up.  Wow.  This wasn't something we had ever planned on doing.  We would never dream of spending over $500 for a ticket to a sporting event.  But that's exactly what we received, for free.
What a blessing!

And I think that this, in a lot of ways, sums up what we've been going through over the past year.  As we continue to follow the Lord, He continues to bless us in ways that knock us off our feet.

Like this...

We were at the Fall Retreat for our youth group a few weekends ago.  We were having a campfire one night, and the youth pastor asked me to pray, to close out the evening.  Before I prayed, I asked the students to look up at the stars.  It was a clear night and we were able to see many more stars than we can in Wheaton.  And just then, a star shot across the sky.  In that short moment that all of us were looking up, we all got to see a shooting star.

"The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork." 
-Psalm 19:1

What are the chances of that happening in that exact, very short moment?  It was like God was showing off a little bit.  Giving us a small glimpse of His glory.
What a blessing!

But there's more...

Rent is going up by $100 in November and again in April by the same.  What did we receive?  A current partner who wanted to raise their support and a new partner who wanted to begin supporting us.  Together, they'd account for not just this month's rent going up, but also for the raise that will happen again in April.  Something we had not even begun to pray about yet.
What a blessing!

Remember what Paul says to the church in Philippi, as they helped support him?

"And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."   
-Philippians 4: 19

Every need.  Wow.  We have seen that to be true, time and time again.

But God goes further than just giving us what we need.  Oh how worthy of praise He would be, if that's all He did!  He goes beyond our needs and more often than not, gives us the desires of our hearts.  I'm speaking from experience here. 

"Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart."
-Psalm 37:4

I wish I could say that I am constantly delighting in Him above all things.  But sometimes I forget just how delightful He is.  I'd rather watch something on Netflix than spend time in His Word.  I'd rather just read His Word rather than study it and memorize it.  Jesus had words for His disciples when they felt tired and lazy:

"Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."
-Matthew 26:41

So here I am, this weak fleshed, willing spirit, who wants to delight himself in the Lord above all things.  And I'm busy.  Working full time at LeaderTreks.  Part time at College Church.  Wife.  Daughter.  Baby on the way.  Trying to figure out what we'll be doing in 9 months, but not having a clue.  Just waiting.  Trusting.


"The counsel of the Lord stands forever, the plans of his heart to all generations."
-Psalm 33:11

We are so excited to find out what that next step is going to be.  But for now, we're just waiting.  Would you join us in thanking God for His constant and amazing provision, and in asking Him to make the plans of His heart known to us?

By the way, the Bears game was amazing.  It came down to the final seconds.  Bears barely won.  Just another small gift - a mini joy - the Lord threw in there.

And for those of you who might need a refreshed sense of joy in the Lord, who might need to be impressed by Him in a new way, I'd encourage you to take 2 minutes (120 seconds) and listen to this mini-sermon.   

I hope it encourages you!

     



 

Monday, August 27, 2012

Back in Chi-town

Hey friends!

So I have to admit that this post is a tad late!  We've been back in town for a few weeks now, and are finally feeling rested and ready to go on another adventure.  We actually, believe it or not, were all sick again.  We just couldn't stay healthy.  This past sickness we blame on a sweet little boy in Annabelle's daycare class in Pawleys, which in turn, means we blame Annie! It took three weeks for us all to feel completely better.  But we're back!

Our life here in Chicago feels so slow paced.  Especially since Robbie has had some time off work to rest.  We keep saying, "Shouldn't we be somewhere, doing something?".  Robbie keeps having these moments, when he wakes up in the middle of the night in a panic thinking, "Where's the team? What am I late for!?" Its crazy how such an intense (in the best sense of the word) summer can change your whole perspective on life. In 8 weeks. Wow. Our lives were definitely changed on a much deeper level.  Where should I begin on this beautiful journey of grace and blessings?

As the summer came to an end, we were shocked at how things were actually... coming to an end!  How in the world did Ms. Janie's house get finished?  Where did the money come from?  Who are all these people around us helping?  Wow, how this community was impacted! Wow.  One of my favorite memories was on that last Friday, as we were all so busy and working so hard to finish in our time limit, I looked up and saw a community of people serving God.  A vision had been caught.  I saw LT - an amazing man (and an amazing electrician and handyman) who had given so much of his time and resources already. His employees were there.  Then there was the floor guy - another friend of LT.  Mr. Richard was there too - he is a relative in the community who was an expert at mudding drywall. Of course I can't forget Mr. Larry - the father-in-law of our missionary partner who helped us out all summer long whenever we hit a roadblock or had a question.  And then, of course, there were our students for that week - most of whom, were not believers!  It was overwhelming.  All of these people were giving so freely of their time and resources.  It was pretty incredible how we were a part of something so big.  One thing was clear: God was working.

I was blown away with the fact that we were actually doing something here.  God had chosen us to speak to these people, and it was powerful.  I don't think all of you heard, but during our 6th week, Ms. Hope's husband was killed in a car accident. (Just to clarify, Ms. Hope is Ms. Janie's daughter and our main contact and best relationship).  I believe that there was great purpose in the timing of that event, the blessing of the new house, and the fact that the whole family was surrounded by people who love Jesus!  It was no doubt, a very difficult time for the family and the community.  But just the opportunities we got to share the practical love and grace of Christ was so powerful.  This community is stuck in their generations of bad habits.  And here we are, offering another way.  If I learned anything this summer, its that the gospel is both given and received best when true sacrifice happens.  Otherwise, its just too easy.  This is the road less traveled, and Christ didn't say it would be easy.  In fact, He said the opposite:

"Remember the word that I said to you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will also persecute you."  John 15:20


Here are some before and after shots of the house:


 The kitchen received new appliances, cabinets, and ceramic tile!
 In the living room we installed laminate wood floors, sewed curtains, a new ceiling and walls, as well as new furniture!
 This is one of the rooms and closets, and also shows the electrical box... an electrician re-wired the whole house!
 One of the bedrooms with new walls, paint, and floors!
The bathroom received a new vanity, floor, paint and bathroom accessories! 

 This summer was so special.  We are so blessed that we got to be a part of something so big. We were so happy with the final product on the house, and we felt that we were able to pour into students lives and challenge them to be radical for Christ.

We know of at least 3 students that made decisions to follow Jesus this summer.  At least 7 kids at the VBS throughout the summer made decisions to follow Him as well.  Many others were challenged in various ways throughout their time with us in Pawleys.  One of the youth pastors that came, told us that we were basically running a discipleship laboratory out there.  What a joy it was to see students get excited about following Christ and studying His Word.  What a privilege it was to show students day in and day out, that in order to be a great leader of men, we must first be great followers of Jesus.  Thank you so much for your prayers this summer.  We truly saw God work on your behalf several times, giving us strength, healing us of sickness, providing miraculously, and in so many other ways.  What a great summer this was!   

  
Pawleys Island Family Picture
 

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Pawleys Island Week Four

Hey everyone! We have just ended our fourth week in this beautiful place!

Sun Valley Church from Gilbert, AZ joined us for the week.  These students were rising sophomores and Juniors, and were very eager to see progress on this house.  Half of these guys were here last year, and desire to see the impact they saw last summer, here, on "the Hill".  These students are hungry for God's Word, and they were so excited to teach the kids in VBS.

I realized I haven't said much at all about the VBS that is going on every afternoon here at the church.  So here it is:  The students have planned and run the VBS completely on their own.  Its a great challenge,  for these kids are, well, quite difficult!  The kids that are coming to the VBS everyday are mostly the black kids from "the Hill".   They are so hungry for attention and love from the students.  For the past four weeks we have watched these same kids some every afternoon eager to be loved.  Its been an incredible thing to watch.  As each group finds their own way to show God's love and compassion to these students.  This week, one of the students from SunValley church, Jordan, who was here last year, was able to meet back up with a little boy he'd become so close with the year before.  I watched as Jeremiah, the little guy, walked into the room, recognized familiar faces and took off running looking for "JORDAN!" "Jordan, are you here??!!" and Jordan hearing him from the other room, saying "Jeremiah! I'm here!"  They joined in this bear hug, and the two of them were inseperable for the rest of the week.
(Jordan and Jeremiah)

This week was such an encouraging week for me personally.  We are really beginning to see these little kids that come to the VBS everyday come alive.  As I get to know these kids a better and better every week, I really beg the Lord that he would break the cycle that runs in their family.  Especially these sweet little boys.  When you look at how innocent and sweet these guys are, and to think that in just a few years, the statistic that they will be going to jail is so high, it hurts my heart.  Lord, can't You change the way these kids think?  Won't You remove the blinders from their eyes, that they decide not to go down the same path that every black man in this community goes down?  What about Elijah, Josalyn, and Justin? Or Jay, Tyfeak, and Tyasia?  Will You please save these little ones?

 I love this pic, although so many are missing. We are averaging 40-45 kids a day!






The broken families and lack of fathers is so evident in the way these kids interact with others.  I wish I could take these guys home with me.  (Well, some days atleast! :))  This week on the 4th of July, the summer program that these kids go to was cancelled, so there were many kids hanging around the worksite that morning.  They all wanted to help with the house!  And I love that the relationship with them is so great that they felt comfortable to come and jump right in!  We had kids sanding and mudding drywall, and the students loved teaching them.

The house is coming along.  This week these high schoolers reached their goals... They finished drywall on the walls and ceilings and did such a significant amount on the mudding and sanding (it is a never ending job!).  They demolished the kitchen and put up new drywall.  They demolished the floor in the front room and laid the plywood down to be able to start flooring soon!  Friday was so exciting to see the progress made.


More pictures to follow soon! Off to the worksite! 

Also, thanks for praying, we are all back to full health after 4 weeks of crazy sickness.  Please pray that Satan would stay away!  "Lord, protect us, and help stay focused on the task at hand.  May it be all for Your glory and have an eternal magnitude. Amen"

We love you all, and I hope to post more pictures off my camera in the next couple of days! 

Lauren (for Robbie and Annabelle!)